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~~Saturday, December 9, 2006~~

03:30 AM

OMG!!! i'm so SAD!!! i wrote the longest ever blog entry but the com suddenly offline and i can't save my words!!! SO SAD!! i spent so much time on it la!! anyway i lazy to retype everything again le and i don't think i can capture back every single words which i have said.. somemore it's already so late at night le.. eh i really feel very SAD la! :( anyway just to cut short everything, i'll talk about the main points ba.. ya.. went for job hunting with cc, ali and mm.. can consider got shuo huo la.. we went to several restaurants at marina sq. and Suntec to look for part time jobs.. ya then one Jap restaurant in Suntec seem interested in hiring us.. they ask us to go for training for 4 hrs in one day and they will observe our perfomance and then after evaluation they will decide whether to hire us or not.. at least this restuarant have arranged the time slot with us unlike the others who said they will call us up.. so basically we have to wait for calls.. ya then another thing is i'm very happy and really enjoyed the kbox outing with my S1A classmates.. they are slyvia, vanessa, huimin and xiangling.. ya we really had fun singing! i realised actually they all can sing very well de lo.. really a pleasure to listen to them sing! ya and we danced so crazily along with the songs as well.. huimin was so HIGH! ya and i think she can be those who help the singer to design the dance steps for their concert la.. she can really come up with different funny dance steps for different types of songs! LOL.. =) ya vanessa i really like your voice and now i know your taste of songs le.. hee.. when the screen showed certain songs, i can immediate recognise is your song and pass the mic to you.. hee.. =) and poor slyvia under our peer pressure she have to sing xu ru yun de song! ya and you really sang well as well.. and xiangling i can see that you really enjoyed yourself singing SHE and Jolin's songs! you danced well too.. hee.. :) then after that we went to have dinner at Yoshinoya.. we eat and chat at the same time.. having a great time indeed! but happy times flies and we have to go home le.. how i really wished we could sit there longer and talk more.. so much things we can chat about.. really enjoy it lo! hee.. =) anyway i really had a lot of fun and laughter.. think you guys felt the same as me right?! hope to see you all real soon again.. for now let's work hard together to earn money so next time can have fun again! hee =) TAKE CARE lo! :D

~~Wednesday, November 29, 2006~~

07:33 PM

on the 27 Nov we had our 05S1A class chalet at Aloha Changi.. mm.. what should i say about it? i think the response was better than what i think.. around 12 turned up which is about half the class already.. hee.. i think this class chalet is kind-of a last gathering for the class because after this i presume everyone will be busy with their own lives and the chance we can get together will be little.. ya so jess really thanks for organising this chalet.. i think it's a success and you really rocks! =) the food that we had i think it's really a spread.. hee.. had fun bbqing too.. ya.. it's also heartwarming to sit together to eat our food and talk at the same time.. mm then at night it's activity time! haha.. we played twister.. yeah it's my first time playing oh.. and i'm the first one to be out of the game also.. hee.. but i don't mind at all because just like what ash had said which i think i agreeed totally with it is losing is a pleasure thing! ha! nevertheless it's still a great game afterall and it's fun to see them 'twisting'.. LOL.. then after that, they went to the beach for nightwalk.. but me, jess and ck didn't went along and we stayed back at the chalet and we played da lao er.. haha.. (ya jess why do you keep saying me and ck are cunning?!) hee you very funny huh.. anyway i'm also soooooo sorrrrry that i 'bugged' your autograph book for so long and in the end others have no time to write.. SO SORRY! but i just had so much things to write and tell you.. although i think the things which i wrote had been said before but i just wanted to write it down! LOL!! somemore i already discounted what i wanted to say if not i think the entry will be even longer lo.. hee. hope you won't find me naggy.. :P ya then the others continue to play their games till the morning while me and jess decided to catch some sleep.. OMG! the room was freezing cold lo.. we already covered ourselves with towel and blanket but it was so cold that we can't helped shivering under the blankets.. lol.. anyway we managed to sleep in the end.. think we were too tired.. LOL.. ya at the end i also want to special thank zj for your early bdae present (thanks for your thoughtfulness) and also jess for your small litle card (thanks for your everything!) =)

~~Saturday, November 25, 2006~~

10:18 PM

LOL!! today is a special day! 25 Nov 2006.. haha because i won winnie 4 times at car racing!!!! woohoo!!! haha.. winnie don't try to deny already by saying you let me win.. haha.. but indeed it's a fact that you lost to me 4 times!!! wahaha.. :P ok la.. don't be too sad you also won the last race.. lol.. =) wahaha.. so don't belittle me oh.. WAHAHAHA!!! this is really worth for celebrating!! lol... next time we shall have a match again.. yeah!

~~Friday, November 24, 2006~~

11:15 PM

ya.. yesterday was the end journey of my JC life.. official END of A level!!! no more k books! wahaha.. so sing K!!! LOL.. ya yesterday straight after exam, i went to sing K with jy and mm.. (as what has expected by winnie rong) anyway winnie don't be sad ok.. we'll go after your exam de.. hee... my fav activity! lol... ya we went to marina sq. de.. not a very good choice indeed.. i should have learnt from my old mistake lo.. argh!! because last time me and cc they all went to orchard de.. then we thought can sing 5 HRS de lo.. in the end turned out can only sing 3 hrs!! ya but this time is slightly better because we get one more hour extra but still a bit of disappointed lo.. because i never sing until i lose my voice lol.. wahaha.. nevertheless it's still not bad la.. eh i waited to k very long le lo! even before exam starts.. haha.. ya.. now exam's over.. it's also time to find job le.. haha.. i know of some people who have already found a job and started working.. they are really fast ah! and i also think now the more popular job is sales huh.. when me and mm walked marina sq. we already saw many notices looking for sale assisstants lo.. omg! think it's year end le.. then got BIG SALES so they need helpers lo.. anyway i noticed a very interesting fact, they all search for people who are 18 years and above, does it mean that they don't want O level graduates? lol..

~~Tuesday, November 21, 2006~~

11:15 PM

haha! finally the long and tedious exam run is gonna to be over soon!!! 2 more days and i'll be freed!! hooray!! though after the bio paper 3 i was already super relaxed liao.. lol.. shopped the whole day manz.. leg ache shoulder ache too because have to carry the super heavy bag lo.. full of my own secondary school chinese handbook.. you all must be very puzzled why would i have all those books with me?!! haha.. because of jy lo.. she returned me my 8 books at one go!! you can imagine how heavy is that lo.. lol.. today wake up my shoulder really ache ah!!! jy ah!!! lol.. anyway i think after so long of studies and hard work, we really need a good break ok! so must play hard too!! hehe.. eh...... exams over (oh no not yet until thurs, but i feel like it's over le.. :P) also means that i have to pack up my things lo.. haix.. lol

~~Tuesday, October 17, 2006~~

11:15 PM

eh.. i know i had been slacking in blogging.. nothing much exciting to say leh.. everyday the routine is almost the same.. study study and study!! except there's also time when i'll take a break and eat! haaha.. but why do i feel the time is passing so fast and the things i accomplished is only that little bit?! argh.... so sad... must add a lot a lot of oil le.. haha.. anyway yesterday i went to the study corner to study.. actually there is quite alright de, but one bad thing about it is it doesn't have a toilet around!! but it's expected de ar.. at the void deck ma.. so yesterday i only stayed there for about an hour and i had to pack and leave because i need a toilet badly!!! haha.. and you can guess.. i rushed home! wahaha.. ya and the stupid haze!! is so bad.. i don't dare to breathe lo... later all the haze is absorbed into my body.. so unhealthy.. ;( hope the haze will faster go away ba..

~~Sunday, October 8 , 2006~~

11:15 PM

argh! i'm falling sick!! feel so weak lo.. sore throat is so terrible.. making me don't feel like talking.. because it pains.. fever makes me feel very tired and weak.. just don't feel like moving around.. eh.. but before these unfortunate things happen to me, that's one thing that made me super high! on Saturday night! woots... I went to catch FIR at J8! when i reached there, they were already singing tian tian ye ye le! but i'm still glad that i managed to hear them sing this sing! wah.. chao gan dong de oh!! haha.. anyway i'm not allowed to enter the open space where the event is held because you need ticket to enter.. actually i don't mind because hearing their singing is sufficient already.. it's a bonus if i'm able to see them la.. haha.. THEN suddenly a lady appeared and ask who want to go in? and her hand is holding a bunch of ticket.. i was HIGH when i heard it... soooo i quickly said i wanted and took the ticket and entered.. haha.. it's really so GREAT!!! although i entered there but still i can't really see them clearly because i was standing real behind.. so obviously i can't see them.. sobx... lol.. anyway their singing already compensate the pity for not being able to see them.. woots! anyway they sung quite a couple of songs.. including other singers as well eg gigi, fan yi chen etc.. when they sing GET HIGH, the whole atmostphere really went HIGH and WILD! woots.. and i sing and dance along.. haha.. anyway their last song is the one which makes people to know them which is LYDIA.. a very nice song also.. wahaha... REALLY HIGH oh!! :)

~~Saturday, September 30, 2006~~

11:15 PM

hasn't been blogging these few days.. had been quite busy lo.. yesterday something good and something bad happened lo.. the good thing was i had a great time celebrating wx birthday with cc, ali and abi.. very happy to see them after so long never meet (except cc la since i often see her ard in school haha)... we went to kbox and even treated wx to a surprise bday cake!! hope she was really touched lo.. but never cry! haha.. ;P however, the bad and disappointing thing was we had chosen the wrong place to go to.. we shouldn't have chose cine kbox because we can only sing for 3 hrs!!! we went from 230 to 530.. they said there were no available rooms after 530 because of reservations people made.. so sad~~~ if not we can actually sing till 7! ha... then the most unfortunate thing that happened to me was i LOST my key!! gone my rainie keychain! SOBXXX.. i can't find back the exact same one lo... haix... i think the most likely place where i lost it should be in the kbox room... it's dark inside so i most probably never realised it to drop out from my bag... anyway, we went to take neoprints after that too.. had been quite some time never take le.. haha.. ;)

~~Sunday, September 24, 2006~~

9:40 PM

my long entry's gonnee .. soBbb !

~~Tuesday, September 19, 2006~~

9:40 AM

wosh! finally exam is over! i waited so long for this day to come.. wonder did my neck grown any longer?! haha.. went to tpy kbox after bio paper today.. i was so excited lo.. got some specific songs are sure to be k de! FIR tian tian ye ye!!! me and mm sang the song for 6 times!! 6 times leh!! can you believe it?! we even recorded down our singing.. haha.. in the end i think none of it turned out to be really perfect de.. a bit of disappointed.. nevertheless, i think we really sing until gou ben lo!! imagine we have been waiting to k this song... haha.. we had lots of practices beforehand just to have a good one at the kbox.. eh.. haha...

we sang mostly FIR and SHE songs.. of course not forgetting my idol RAINIE!! eh.. but today only sing 2 of her songs.. but i very happy already because finally 'zhuo bian' is out! first time singing it at kbox gives me a different feeling.. i 'feel' more than normal singing... haha.. we also sang jay chou, fan wei qi, david tao, kelly, junyang, z chen, fan yi chen, yanzi, fish leong etc songs! there's many songs.. can't remember all.. and ya.. the next must sing song is jay chou and fei yu qing de qian li zi wai! we sang it twice lo because the first time is really very horrible.. i insisted on singing it again.. the second time was better but i think there could be a greater improvement! just like the tian tian ye ye also.. practice makes perfect! ya so i should listen to them everyday! so sorry my poor sis your ears might have to suffer le.. haha.. she don't like fei yu qing.. :D

anyway today is really very relaxed ah.. i think perhaps singing really makes my mood better.. maybe when i'm so engrossed in my singing that i won't think too much things.. singing can really vent your unhappiness and frustrations... at least i think it works for me.. haha... :P

signing off
peiwen

~~Monday, September 18, 2006~~

7:49 AM

每個人都有他們失落的時候﹐當然我也知道有些事情是需要自己去面對和解決的。朋友的關心我不知它竟可形成對方的壓力。或許你不曾有這個意思要壓迫對方﹐但是當對方反過來說他需要私人的空间时，你就会开始想到底自己是否过于紧张了呢？难道我做错了吗？我真的混乱了。我并没有意思要你当着我的面说你没事，你很好，因为我知道你只是要安慰我吧了。你内心还是很伤心的。表面上的强颜微笑并不是我希望也不是我想要看到的。我宁可你告诉我你的不开心，也不希望你自己闷闷不乐。或许你认为我不是你倾诉的对象，但朋友有事，我不能若无其事。不是说你不要我担心，我就能完全不理你。。既然你已经开口说了，那我也不能说些什么了。。我只是希望你最后能得到快乐。对你造成的困扰，我只想说声对不起。。

6:54 AM

Wosh! finally bio paper 3 is over! that's a BIG BIG relief lo.. though i know the result turn out won't be very good ( i crapped a lot plus never finish as usual ) haha.. but it all didn't matter le.. one more paper to go and we are freed! haha..

but today math paper is really a very big disappointment lo... 40+ marks gone! even more worse than paper one lo.. aiyoyo.. so sorry mr neo!

i'm really really very tired from all these matters le.. sometimes i just wish my mind can go along with my heart...

~~Tuesday, September 05, 2006~~

7:39 AM

HAHA! today three very fuuny things happened! first is my boss kept saying NBL lo.. it should be NLB for national library board... she can't helped it but everytime i heard it i'll laugh! hee... :P ya and the second thing is quite EMBARASSING de... think of it now i'll still find it funny lo.. lolx.. that time really wished to dig a hole and hide inside ah.. haha.. how come everytime at bs j8 ntuc will have some unexpected events happen ah?! omg!! =) and the third is i'm really stunned when i only saw 6 energy bars in the packet when i thought there supposedly should have 12!!! alamak! haha... today really is a hilarious day.. i can laugh until stomachache lo!!! :D

~~Monday, September 04, 2006~~

5:58 AM

eh.. today went back to school for consultation with mr neo.. i'm supposed to meet him at 11.30am but when i reached outside the staffroom, he was having consultation with another student.. so i waited for him... in the meanwhile i spotted yanhe who was sitting alone at the table outside staffroom.. so i went to sit down with him.. we started chatting.. and i got to know that he just had consultation with chen lao shi.. so i asked to read his cla textbook and the feeling of studying cla come back to me.. i know this is impossible already but still i will think of it.. and everytime i'll think what will happen if i never give up on cla.. will i be happier? or will i regret dropping bio? the ans will never be known because i have already made my choice.. so i have to stick with it... haix... eh.. chatting with yanhe is something very rare ever since i dropped cla.. this time chat with him i realised he actually regretted for not giving up on cla.. he said there's too much stuff to memorise.. and now ever if he wants to drop also cannot already.. i find it quite paradoxical *is there such word* because he wants to drop but can't and yet here i wish i can take back cla but i can't... so is really tian yi nong ren ah... haix.. nevertheless, he had to work hard and me too...

eh... after a while mr neo finally is available.. it's about 12pm le.. since it's around lunch time i asked him whether has he eaten his lunch and he said no.. then i asked him to go eat first because i have tons of questions to ask him so i predict it'll take very long... but he kindly said it's alright....so we started our consultation.. and minutes just passed by.... without realising, 2 hours had flew.... TWO HOURS oh!!! i was so paiseh lo... caused him to have his lunch so late... he must be very hungry lo.. but he just said alright when i asked him is he hungry.. it's around 2 plus le leh.. i really feel very bu hao yi si lo.... :P

after consultation i went back bishan.. i was real hungry lo.. stomach is grumbling! so i went to eat mac alone ALONE you know.. haha.. actually nothing special la.. but it's just that the mac is full of groups of people either eating or studying together so i felt a bit out of place.. but i was too hungry to think too much about it... haha.. and guess who i met?? kim loong lo.. so long never see him.. so i was asking myself whether is it him until he said hi to me... haha... so paiseh.. later he thought i don't recognise him.. haha.. :D after eating i studied at mac for some time.. then i went back home...

at around evening time i went to meet mm to go cut hair.. i waited for the bus 159 for so long lo.. wonder what happened to the bus? took SO LONG to come and it 'walked' so slow lo.... caused me to be late for meeting mm.... ya.. after the haircut my hair is SO STRAIGHT lo!! haha.. but from the past experiences the straight hair is only short-term one lo.. tomorrow i wake up my hair will return back to normal.. so i can only admire my hair for a short while.. haha... =)

eh... think today i have writtten quite a lot... the entry become so long.. haha.. anyway, i should go and bathe soon... ya.. tomorrow meeting her.. though this is is not the fisrt time *obviously not* haha.. but i still a bit of excited yet nervous at the same time.. haha.. arbush! :D

~~Saturday, September 02, 2006~~

11:03 PM

eh.. today in the morning went to mac with my brother.. after so many years i have my first macdonald breakfast!! haha.. can't believe it??! yeahh.. i ate the big breakfast.. ya.. i was quite paiseh as my brother had to some sort of tell me how to eat!! haha... then somemore there's two little girls sitting at the table next to us eating big breakfast too.. then i look at theirs and then mine... how come i eat until so messy then theirs are like normal!! haha.. -_-

ya it's a pity that my sis can't come with us.. she has to work... so sad.. sobb.. but never mind there's always be a chance because she likes to eat mac!! hee..

i'll be going to my grandma's house later.. going to eat again! wah.. don't know will gain how much weight again.. aiyoyo... but my grandma's cooking is superb so i don't mind eating.. haha... i enjoy good food! haha.. =)

4:49 AM

erm.. very surprised right? this 'computer idiot' here actually start a blog?!!! eh.. i can't believe myself too!! but it's real.. i can't deceive myself.. haha.. anyway i started this blog because i think sometimes i need a channel to say what i feel.. as sometimes it's very tough to keep everything inside my heart... haha.. :p

eh.. this is my first time blogging so if there's anything wrong or not nice please pardon me.. haha.. i think everything also have the first time so let me familarise ok.. hee..

ya.. today i woke up quite early oh.. because yesterday night headache so slept early.. i think perhaps yesterday a lot of things has happened which made me felt really really very upset.. i know what done can't be undone.. the harm has already being inflicted but i really can't stop thinking about it.. haix.. maybe i need some time to get over it.. somehow i'll feel very awkward i don't know how to face her.. ya.. sometimes things turned out to be unexpected.. you never meant things to be like this but it just turned out to be like that... ya.. but after this incident i learnt something very special.. :)

ok enough of all these unhappy things.. i went to the library alone today oh.. though this is not the first time already.. haha.. but don't know why i think sometimes we really need to be alone.. it's a very good time to think about stuffs.. to reflect on yourself also.. think now is a interrelated modern society.. there's not much time when we are alone.. so must treasure the little time when you are alone.. haha.. ya.. and i skipped my lunch today oh.. because alone mah so don't feel like eating lo.. though i felt REALLY HUNGRY in the afternoon.... haha.. serve me right not to eat.. haha.. so on my way home i bought a curry puff to eat if not i think i going to faint liao.. haa.. :p

ya.. that's about all for today bah.. mm.. everybody must take good care of yourself oh.. exams are just around the corner.. it's not fun to fall sick at this time.. =)